apologies and confessions for about half a dozen or more people

1. I will never admit it, but I was wrong. But I will admit that I will never admit it. But I was wrong.

2. I want to see what’s under that porcelain mask.

3. We’re running out of things to say. When we do, you’ll finally be free of me, and I of you. I think I can’t wait. I think I am sad.

4. On dark days your mind is as brittle and enigmatic as can be. I will never be able to get in. That’s why I like pounding on the door.

5. You and I are like Moby Dick and Captain Ahab. It’s love-hate-obsession-Iwanttospearyouandcutyouup, minus the human/beast homoerotic undertones. I’m not sure which I am. (You’re probably the whale)

6. We’ve finally realized just how mercenary we can be.

7. I’m sorry we can’t understand each other anymore, and I’m sorry that you realize this and still want to try. I’m not sorry that I still want to try.

8. I have nothing personal against you, but I hope you die.

9. Thank you.